We've all had those days... when you've fallen so hard you feel like you can't possibly get up.
You've been lied to, your hearts been broken, and you could cry till the end of tomorrow.
Well that's how my life's been so far. My moms been married 5 times, my sisters are 700 miles away, and my best friend is currently in alternative school. Yep its tough but I'm that girl who smiles when shes hurt and laughs when there's tears in my eyes... I know I know ppl have it worse that's what your thinkin right? But i could tell you stories that would make you cry so hard you'd thank god for your life. i also know I'm probably just writing this so i can pour my heart out on these keys... its a charmed life, a crappy, useless, exhausting charmed life. Everyone has it in their head I'm the perfect little christian girl who smiles and sings and has a great joyful time with whoever... but the truth is I'm this confused teenager who has done things shes ashamed of and cries when no one can see... but oh well just gotta keep on smilin. :')
